Who Am I? When I think of how He came so far from Glory, came and dwelt among the lowly such as I, Rusty Goodman penned this wonderful song that has no doubt touched many lives. The Goodman’s claimed this was one of their most popular songs requested at their concerts. In Vestal Goodman’s autobiography simply titled, Vestal, she shares about the time when Rusty brought this song to her and Howard. She claimed that there was a hidden message that her brother-in-law weaved in the lyrics – he never thought he was good enough of God’s love and forgiveness. I’ve been noticing that even in Scripture, there were many men of God who didn’t feel worthy of their call either. A little Bible trivia for you, there are places in the Word where men have actually spoken the exact words “WHO AM I,” when speaking to the Lord! The first one I’ve encountered was Moses in Exodus, when God called him to bring the children of Israel out of Egypt. God says…. Exodus 3:10-11 And King David, in 1 Chronicles 29, prays this prayer after he gathered all the things needed to build the Temple, the house of God. He says… 1 Chronicles 29:14-16 You would think that Moses, raised in royalty by PHARAOH’S daughter – would have some self confidence! And David – a KING of Israel! What happened to these men that they did not feel worthy of the call God gave them? A king, and a man educated in all the schools of Egypt – surely they had what it took to be used of God, right? Yet, in comparison to the awesomeness of God, we too can say, who am I? In the presence of the Almighty, not one person has anything to boast of. I get the feeling that Moses and David knew a lot about unworthiness. Moses fled Egypt when he slew an Egyptian, and we are all familiar with the story of David and Beer-Sheba. Everyone can relate to the feeling of unworthiness when you think of our sins and what Christ endured on Calvary to pay for them. Yet, when I think of this song, and Moses, David, and Rusty, I think of God’s grace. That He would save us, and use us in a way to bring glory to Him. It’s a well known fact that the Lord doesn’t need any help doing anything. (After all, He’s the One that spoke our world into existence and parted the Red Sea!) No, He doesn’t need us, yet somehow, He wants us! It’s still early in the year, and as the months progress, Satan will try to bring us down, there will be discouragements, and trials. But when these things
pop up, we can say “who am I?” Remember that the Lord has a plan for you, one that Jeremiah 29:11 says… To paraphrase those two verse together, it’s like God is saying, “I have made a plan for you beyond your wildest dreams and if I didn’t hold back my Son from dying, I’m definitely not going to withhold anything good from you!” There we have it! For all the “who am I’s” in life, God gives us a plan, peace, and provision! This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; of whom I am chief (1 Timothy 1:15). Have you ever thought about why Jesus would come, be born among us, and then give His life on a cruel cross for you? I have. God loves me, and you, far more than we can imagine. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life (John 3:16). [Jesus Christ] Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God: But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men: And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross (Phil 2:6-8). Nothing that I had or may have would be sufficient to merit His love or to gain His salvation. It is only through His loving grace that I can accept His free gift ( Eph 2:8-9). Who am I that I should receive eternal life? I can only point to Christ’s love me. But God commendeth his love toward us (me), in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us (me) (Rom 5:8). We Christians should serve God, not out of responsibility but love. We love him, because he first loved us (1 John 4:19). Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me (Matt 16:24). Read more about this in Lay Them Down. I first heard Who Am I at Trinity Baptist Church in the mid-1970s. I have heard the song many times since, and it never gets old as I am reminded of my insignificance and the mighty love of God. Rusty Goodman wrote the lyrics and music to Who Am I in 1965 (Copyright 1965, renewed 1993 by Playin’ TAG Music). Rusty Goodman is now with his Savior but his words live on and bless us. When I think of how He came so far from glory, Chorus: Who am I that The King would bleed and die for? When I’m reminded of His words Sources: King James Version of the Bible, MusicNotes |